Dunt know what to say and why m here but right now i feel like i have transformed into some vampire, i wanna bite people drink blood :O i know it sounds weird but this is what m feeling ryt now, bit irritated of all the lies flying around me bugging me each sec. One moment its this thing and the next the thing is spun around a round table, just like a conference on a round table where everyone spills watever is there inside of them when they get their turn, without thinking, without analysing what they really are saying. Dunt know when our nation will develope its self, we are educated its not that we are illitrate but the thing is most of em r literate illitrate means Parhay Likhay Jahil. Dun care what others want, what others think, what will be the consequences and stuff.the list goes on and on..Was really frustrated thats why thought to spill something out, may b i aint right too, but what will be the next Big Lie coming out from the officials??still a mystery..but guess we wont have to wait that much as there has happened so much in the past 24hrs that now we can even expect that in our country babies wont wait 9 months for birth..

27th December 2007

Another day marked in the history of Pakistan, another life lost and listed in the bucket of millions who lose there life everyday, another family included in the rage. Is this where our country is leading, who so ever did all this didnt even think where it might lead, uptill now in the past 2 years i think the records of suicide bombing attacks all over pakistan would have crossed thousand cases in this time span.

Do we care what the other people think about us, do we really care about anything, yeah may be this article would come at a 1000th number in the list of articles that would be typed n printed just now n just like those one's mine also wouldnt make any mark, but i want to say my word, i want to say what i feel, what kind of rage im feeling now, i aint involved in any party or social circle, i really never care about politics, but what i really care about is what we are doing to mark our country safe and at peace.

People are talking s**** about us and we dont have a single word to defend ourselves, are we so selfish, is this wat we are, dozens of politicians have come and left causing the same harm, the same destruction. Kharabi mulk Pakistan mai nahe hai kharabi lafz Pakistani mai hai, the problem is not with the country the problem is with us the so called citizens of Pakistan, yes she has died, the lady has passed away then why on earth are u causing so much harm, so much anger against the people who have nothing to do with it, what is the fault of other citiznes that u r burning cars, breaking glasses, open firing, what is the purpose of all this, is it giving us any spiritual relief, is it of any use, people who are innocent and dont know what has happened so far, coz they were at their work places till now, u r killing them beating them up, just for the fault that they r heading back towards their houses. People at their home dunt feel safe as people in rage are breaking the windows of their houses, burning their cars down, yeah sab kia mulk Pakistan ka kasoor hai, nahe yeh sab hum Pakistanion ka kasoor hai, then why should people point on our land we should be the ones who should be pointed...

Im just sick and gtng sicker even more, sitting so far from my land worried bout my loved ones who r stuck in their homes, risking their lives, is this is the reason and the point in which we fight for freedom is this democracy, the freedom to do anything in the country, burn people alive, kissi ka ghussa kissi pr nikal diya jaye, if we have the knowledge the sense to choose what is right then why on earth do we elect them are we f**** blind why cant we see whats going on around us. Plenty of propaganda displayed by media is increasing the ever pumping rage of the locals

I dont want to say much as my senses arent with me right now, m shameful of what and where has our citizens lead our country, we keep on pointing fingers at everyone not knowing that the remaining four fingers are poiting back at us. If anyone wants to know what others are thinking about us and wants to defend our visit this link


lols just went to check up wats happening at a frnds blog and found this interesting observation test ;) and to my surprise m less addicted *awainnnnnnnnnn* :'( lols bt here is my scoring after the test :D

77%How Addicted to Blogging Are You?

Pakistani Culture

The lady in the right clearly depicts how a Pakistani woman is portrayed around the globe in the present age, bt where on earth has those “kurta, shalwar and sheehsay wali chaadar” disappeared, wasn’t that our heritage? Is this the way our culture was meant to be, isn’t it considered to be blind pursuit of the western trends?
Why are we following the things that are not meant for us, here talking bout pakistani culture, or the way a pakistani girl should dress up doesnt at all means that she should be in a black gown, all covered up till only here eyes are visible, the way hijab is described in Quran doesnt at all means that a girl should compulsorily be in a skarf, rather she can cover her head n hair by possibly anything, and the concept of abaya n all too explains that a woman should b dressed up in a manner that she doesnt make herself appealing to the market, or seeming to be wandering as their at home, it doesnt explains any where that she should certainly be in a black gown. Its just coz of some misconceptions that has led to such confusions not only between Muslims but also the manner in which Muslims are being presented in the outer world.

Now my question here is that Is this the way we expect our women to dress up? Do we expect to see such a girl to be roaming around the streets? Would any of us expect our mothers, daughters, sisters or wives to dress up following this culture? Then why has our media gone so far showing the stuff that at all isnt representing what we are? Who is responsible for all this? The governments, the channel heads, or the people? Is this how our media should be show casting our culture, is it representing the true Pakistani heritage in the best possible ways or it seems to be influenced by the western culture. As all of the people that are appearing on our channels deeply marks the state of western influence over them, but our media wasn't like dis at all just 5-6 years back, then what has happened to our dramas? what has happened to our cultural values? have we forgotten it all?

Is it necessary to appear on screen pretending to be as we are one of the western nations, preparing award shows that portray us as some other state. Was this the word on which Pakistan was battled for, was this supposed to be the end after 60 years of independence that we become part of the same thing from which we unchained oursleves long ago. For progress and development is it compulsory to take off our clothes and start speaking junk not just about anything but on our country as well, where has prode gone? where has the pride of being a Pakistani and a Muslim gone ?
Following some other culture isnt bad, unless you follow the rules of being the member of an Islamic State as well as representing yourself as a Muslim, why does the other nations now point us on being Muslims, thanks to the growing Media and Osama Bin Laden, one has made us a terrorist and other a social fool. Spending millions over mobile adds where the public doesnt have anything to eat 3 days time a day, how could they possibly spend on mob credits. Is this marketting? Or is it like chasing the bandwagon? Its almost perplexing to see all this happening and no thought about it. Why is this being the only part that we have to follow, what about science and tecnology, i know we are low at the resource level but when there can be done so much for TV Channels then why not for libraries and computer institutes, if we can collabrate together for TV Soaps then why not in this?
The 24/7 running dramas that isn't the way we have our family values, teaching our young and old both at the same time about plotting schemes, making false relationships, degrading family values and many more other things that werent part of us before. Our family values arent this as it is being showed, its simply copying and pasting some other stuff upon stuff without any inspection or scrutinising what effect they would possibly cause on our nation and the changes are being felt. Young girls ruining theirself just to look like a model neither realising the fact that that's TV, that world isnt real and in fact those innocent girls are far better then them. If channels could become a bit true meaning playing a sincere role in character building and nation building as well.

I still belive the same that following other cultures isnt a bad thing unless it keeps u within ur boundaries, and disaster happens when one forgets what he/she is, and start following blindly everything that leads to a stage where the conseqeunce is losing ur ID there is a famous urdu quote stating "Kawwa chala Hans ke chal aur apni chal bhe bhool gaya"

Eid Saeed Mubarak

Eid Saeed Mubarak Lakum Jameea :)

was a bit lazy so couldnt get hold of myself to post something on the blog, got free for Eid so thought just to come by and pay a visit to my own blog ;) lols

Eid Mubarak to all of you out there who r reading dis, and to those who may not be reading dis.

Allah Yabarik Lakum. (Allah blesses you)

Tabki Daeman Mubtisma (Always keep smiling :) )


Chewing Gum

This journal of mine is to basically prove myself wrong, where I gave a 5 mins lecture to a friend regarding the damages caused by Chewing gums without any research, so as just to check up my blind research I did some real research on this one and to my surprise I was WRONG. So I thought to share it with U guys what I actually found and yeah I want to clear this to my friend that “Excess of Everything is BAD…”
For me it was a misconception that chewing too much gum was bad for health and yeah indeed it is when it comes towards the case of sweetened gums, as it causes cavities and certain gum diseases, but yet Scientists are finding evidence that gum chewing may be good for our health. It may even help boost test scores. Meantime, I even read that these days companies are also experimenting with
adding vitamins, minerals, medicines, and other substances that could give gum the power to cure headaches and fight everything from serious diseases to bad breath.
Chewing gums have an ancient origin, dating back from the Ancient Greeks, Mayas, and Native Americans, in those days they for example; chewed on the sap, or resin, of certain types of trees. But today, gum is a little more complicated, Gum manufacturers start by mixing resin, wax, and a molecule called polyvinyl acetate to make a gum base. By varying the types and amounts of these ingredients, scientists can make thousands of formulations. An important ingredient that I myself have found in many chewing gum is xylitol, which provides an extra dose of cavity-fighting power. This is good for more than just the teeth. Research suggests that good oral health decreases the risk of heart disease, diabetes, and other serious diseases
Gum Facts:

  • Americans chew about 1.8 pounds of gum per person each year, according to the U.S. Census Bureau.

  • The “chewing gum ban” in Singapore was enacted in 1992 and revised in 2004. It bans the import and sale of chewing gum in Singapore. A proposal for the ban was brought up by the Minister for National Development. Chewing gum was causing serious maintenance problems in high-rise public housing flats, with vandals disposing of spent gum in mailboxes, inside keyholes and even on elevator buttons. Chewing gum left on floors, stairways and pavements in public areas increased the cost of cleaning and damaged cleaning equipment. Gum stuck on the seats of public buses was also considered a problem.

  • There are even gums available those act as if caffeine is directly poured into the bloodstream and these gums are used by some Militaries to be given to the officers who are on night shifts, and this increases there functionality upto 72 hours uninterrupted.
Chewer Beware:
For now, chew with caution. Too much chewing can damage the jaw joint. And chewing too much of a gum that contains vitamins, caffeine, or a medicine could lead to an overdose


aaaaaaaaaaaaaah Exams Exams, fire fire, water water :P lols kidding bt indeed its Exam Season for me, i mean kinda season actually its just a single internal, bt it was a HUGE shock for our entire class when this eve the cannon struk our head saying "This Saturday its going to be ur internal" and the whole class went "Cheen Cheen Cheen(the kind of silence in which u hear the cricket singing at the background ;) " lols whispers here and there bt noone strong enough to question Sir, xcept for me OFCOURSE!! Well the answer was a bit reasaonable that he wanted to clear the subject entirely including the exam before moving ON towards the new one, but it is an awful short notice, two huge gigantic,fearful,ruthless Java Programming books contaning 42 freaking chapters man this is like a nightmare for all of US :O

Wishing and praying yaaar this saturday then i would be free for EID yeaaaaaaaaaah and haan for the info our Eid here in Qatar has been declared for 19th of December and the Hajj would be inshallah on 18th December

Wish me Luck :)


Finally this thing happened ;) lols ull b thinkng which thing then it is my interview with The Pakistani Spectator (TPS), i know its like a first step on the staircase that will lead me towards heights.
Right now the meter of my happiness has shot up :D cant say much and would love to redirect U towards the Golde
n Page ;)

heres the address where my dream resides :P
My Good Luck ;)

n yeah i just wanna say plent of thnks of the person who has always bucked me up my bestessssssssssst buddy Ned thnk u loadsssssssssssssss :D yeah Ahmed "Mera number bhe agaya hai :) "


Visual Personality Test

well recently had a funny + wierd visual personality test at facebook lols :P sounds wierd na well it was one of those annoying application requests for whom you constantly think about how to get rid of em, and as a result to do so you eventually accept them like me :S lols but this was fun, going through all the pictures, thinking which ones u would really select ;)

here is the result that i got after the test:


Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this


You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.


It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.


For you passion is less about romance and sex - it's more about friendship and family. Strong emotional bonds and connections are your passion and your pleasure. You always let your loved ones know how much you love, respect and admire them. You do this through kind words, loving actions and simple gestures. You count your blessings each day and express your love openly. You expect the same from others.

PS: the test dudes are some good observers ;) i had a satisfactory result :D

Finding Nemo

Well a new guest has arrived at our place…and it sounds exciting to watch it all the time lurking here and there lols :P Yesterday our neighbours were leaving for vacations and they just came by to gave our mom the keys so that she could just check there plants and all.. in addition to that they passed on some Fish Food to us and we were like “U want us to feed the plants Fish Food eeekkkkhhh” lolls at this they couldn’t stop their laughter as that food wasn’t meant to be for the plants, they even had a Pet Fish and that food was meant for that Fishy. Our job was to simply feed the fishy once in 3 days as it was alone and can survive on low food, so we were excited about a pet fish and out of excitement we asked her if we could keep that fish in our home till they come back, as it was a tiny fish and there wasn’t any case of a big aquarium for it. Its home was a tiny bowl (awwww poor thing) ;)

So as it arrived the next 30 mins I simply kept on observing it (that was all out of curiosity) as m a biiiiiiiig seafood hater and cant even bear the site of fish residing on my plate. Anyways it didn’t have any special activities other than going round and round and round within the bowl, after half an hour it started giving me headache :S. Well as I was the one asking our neighbours if we could keep it for that time being so that made me the sole owner of the Fish and that gave me the unique occasion of naming my guest Fish :P, so I thought and thought about certain pet names but all that I knew suited more on cats and dogs than on Fishes :S so than I started thinking about any fish movies that I had recently seen and only one name came into my mind “Nemo” (obviously it would have come as I had watched that movie 5 times I guess and still couldn’t stop loving it even more and more). So if I had named it Nemo than that made me “Marlin” ofcourse that gives me the degree of being its guardian :P.

All that I can hope now is to stay away of it as much as I can, because I really don’t want to be attached with that lil thing as eventually it has to leave and ill most probably will stay back with tiny tears in my eyes :’( *sniff* *sniff*

Prince Nemo giving a special pose
Prince Nemo giving a special pose

Hiding from Marlin :P

Once Upon A Shooting Star....

The story begins here:

Father: Ooh! Look son, so many stars are shinning bright in the sky today. Can you count them for me?

Son: Aaa! Ok ill try, 1, 2, 3, 4… I can’t daddy; I tried but I even forgot which one I counted first.

Father: (Laugh) that’s just because there are too many stars in the sky my son.

Son: But daddy why are these stars so small I cant even clearly see some of them.

Father: That’s just because they are very far away from us my dear. And you know what some of them are even bigger than our own shinning sun.

Son: Really daddy.

Father: Yeah Son.

Father: Ooh! Look there Son, did u see that shooting star?

Son: Yeah Yeah daddy I did see that star.

Father: So go on and make a wish.

Son: But what should I wish for daddy, I really don’t know.

Father: Sweetheart do u really want to know what does this shooting stars means.

Son: Yeah daddy I do.

Father: You know what my son, our earth is covered by not just one but by seven skies, and our Artist, the one and Only that created us lives High up there, along with the ones who are dear to him, he talks with them and they up there share secrets among themselves, those secrets that we people down on Earth shouldn’t know.

Son: really daddy.

Father: Yes my dear.

Father: And do you know who Satan is?

Son: Yes daddy I know, he is bad, he tells people to do bad things, he makes them tell lies, and do all the bad things that make us bad people.

strong>Father: Yes my dear you are right. And you also know that he is one of Allah’s unforgiven creatures. And who is always there to make us, Allah’s loved ones ready to do things that He dislikes, and you should also know that he is more powerful than us my child and he can travel through the skies just to know what is going on above.

Son: Ooh!

Father: And this work of Satan can’t be done just by himself he even has friends to help him in his work. He reaches the seventh sky just to know what has been told up there, so that he can then transfer the secrets through his friends who then tell these to the bad people who live among us and spread evil on Earth.

Son: But daddy, what is it to do with the shooting star?

Father: Yes my son it is related to that, because in the Satan’s quest to learn what has to be kept away from us beings, the One’s above get to know of his journey and to stop him from passing on of what he has learned the One’s above use the stars to strike the evil ones and to burn them. Means the star isn’t really falling on its own its being used above as a weapon to finish the evil, not to let them pass on what is not being meant for us.

Son: Really dad.

Father: Yes my Son and now do u know what you have to wish for.

Son: Yes daddy, I know.

Father: Would you like to share it with me.

Son: Daddy, I will wish and pray that Allah makes me one of those shooting stars and not those of the Shinning

Father: And why is that my dear?

Son: Because I don’t want to be like those shinning stars that remain shinning over there, their whole life. I want to be the ones who are used to stop the evil, who are used for a good cause, who are strong enough to fight against evil.

Father: Yes you will my son inshallah you will be like those warrior stars, and that’s the reason why I named u Abdul Muiz (Servant of the giver of Might and Glory) .

Islamic References:
Quranic Ayats:

  1. We had decorated the lower heaven (sky) with the decoration of the stars and to protect the heaven from every rebellious satan (devil) who should not eaves-drop (secretly listen) to the highest assembly (of angels in the heaven) and they (devils) are shot (with meteors) from every side to cast them away and there is a permanent punishment for them. Only who caught a snatch (of the conversation) a sharp meteorite will follow him.
  2. And we have, (from of old), adorned the lowest heaven with Lamps, and We have made such (Lamps) (as) missiles to drive away the Evil Ones, and have prepared for them the Penalty of the Blazing Fire.
The Prophet (salAllahu alayhi wasalam) also said: "They (the Jinn) would pass the information back down until it reaches the lips of a magician or forrtune-teller Sometimes a meteor would overtake them before they could pass it on. If they passed it on before being struck, they would add to it a hundred lies"
PS: from childhood till now i have too witnessed the shooting stars 8 times :)