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Am I an Orthodox or an Islamic Extremist??
3:01 PM
I dont know If its just Me or is it like m happened to see these videos one after the other that is making me think what is going on with all of this. Pakistani's are wanting to bring the NY underground stuff to Pakistan's major cities. They want to see that part of the super powers that the NYorkers themselves dont really like much. I happened to come across this video in which the underground Night-Club scene has been shown and it isnt a hidden video its an open count video, nobody is hiding except for a few , infact they are happy in sharing their views. The owner of the night club wants to have NY in Karachi, he wanted to smell that smell in the streets of Karachi. The smell of what? Cocaine, Beer, Vine, n all that stuff?? I soo wanted to beat all them up, yeah some what like Talbanized woman or like ones from lal- Masjid I wanted to have a long bamboo stick and wanted to slash their flesh off of em. That makes me an Islamic Extremist, than yes I would love to. The girl who takes the cameraman into the club gives the viewers the intro that.....
"Its kinda good it has a good feeling to it,the thing we can do on a FRIDAY night"Now what the hell do we do on a Friday Night, yeah we party hard, we dope, we drink and then we collapse on a guys lap and he picks us up puts us back in our burkha and innocently takes us back to our homes.
Just tell me How on earth can that stupid hunchbacked DJ girl say that
"People come and say to us that what you're doing is Un-Islamic, Its not drugs its something else OOps ok can i say this, can I say this...."
and she placed the word Un-Islamic in quotation marks as if she didnt think that this was Un-Islamic. I was having fits after watching this video. I could clearly recognize people's faces even after that censor boxes that most of em were famous VJs/Anchors of our Pakistani Channels partying hard on their day off. Owner of the club is stating How he didnt want to choose this place as it had a disgusting look to it but apart from that he chose it and its kinda great inside tu Ullu kay Phatty(sorry for being harsh) He could have spent that money clearing that Disgusting street rather than making it even more worse. Commenting on his Guards Gun
The fact stated just at the start of the video is right, indeed half of our population is under aged and whom are they following. Yes they are following these people who come on TV, play innocent as if they are unknown about anything in Life. The youth is blindly trying to follow their trends. Kids in schools and colleges spend more time in straightening their hair in the morning, finding the right gloss, or the right watch and pick the right car to take to school. Ok for now this would be for the upper elite class but for the lower middle classed children things are even worse, they want to do all of this but just because they cant they become rebels.
Im confused why the Govt and the parents arent having check on such things. The Anti Narcotics Dept of Pakistan are declaring they want to get rid of this ill form the country but what they are not doing is to find the roots from where they can cut down the tree. I even remember a famous Night Club of Islamabad the well known Cat Club. The gentry that is welcomed there are either Ministers, Govt Officials or other elite people. Darn It! What ca be done if the source above is involved in such a dirt, ofcourse than nothing can be done for the filth beneath.
The most wanted DJ of this club is Faisal Baig the son of the famous veteran actor Nadeem Baig, people are even dancing off open air all drunk irrespective who would be watching them and who wouldnt. Long ago I remember I saw an interview of Bilkees Edhi in which she shamefully told that often Police inspectors bring in girls that they have found drunk near the sea side and they pick them up and drop them off there coz they dont know where they belong. Bilkees Saheba told that she would take care of them over night and shamefully when they woke up she said
Im ashamed to see all this and just wanna burst into pieces for nothing. If incase once in life I encounter such a personality I sooooo wanna slap him/her hard and feel good ...or or ..I would rather use a Made in China riffle for them \m/
"Ok so where is it made from emmm Its Made in OH SHIT its Made in China. OKie now probably it wouldnt WORK"Yes for that ill place it on ur head pull the trigger and than we will decide if it really worked or not.
The fact stated just at the start of the video is right, indeed half of our population is under aged and whom are they following. Yes they are following these people who come on TV, play innocent as if they are unknown about anything in Life. The youth is blindly trying to follow their trends. Kids in schools and colleges spend more time in straightening their hair in the morning, finding the right gloss, or the right watch and pick the right car to take to school. Ok for now this would be for the upper elite class but for the lower middle classed children things are even worse, they want to do all of this but just because they cant they become rebels.
Im confused why the Govt and the parents arent having check on such things. The Anti Narcotics Dept of Pakistan are declaring they want to get rid of this ill form the country but what they are not doing is to find the roots from where they can cut down the tree. I even remember a famous Night Club of Islamabad the well known Cat Club. The gentry that is welcomed there are either Ministers, Govt Officials or other elite people. Darn It! What ca be done if the source above is involved in such a dirt, ofcourse than nothing can be done for the filth beneath.
The most wanted DJ of this club is Faisal Baig the son of the famous veteran actor Nadeem Baig, people are even dancing off open air all drunk irrespective who would be watching them and who wouldnt. Long ago I remember I saw an interview of Bilkees Edhi in which she shamefully told that often Police inspectors bring in girls that they have found drunk near the sea side and they pick them up and drop them off there coz they dont know where they belong. Bilkees Saheba told that she would take care of them over night and shamefully when they woke up she said
"Woh bus hamain english mai galiyan day kr chali jate hain"Now somebody ask their God Damn parents where they were when their Girl didnt reach home last night!
Im ashamed to see all this and just wanna burst into pieces for nothing. If incase once in life I encounter such a personality I sooooo wanna slap him/her hard and feel good ...or or ..I would rather use a Made in China riffle for them \m/
Am I an Orthodox???
3:11 AM
Im not an orthodox in any way, and neither do I relate this following video with any of my faiths, interests or views. Its just that I happen to come across this video on my facebook HIGHLIGHTS section. One of my friend had commented on this video and I happened to see it. The video made me think that our National Anthem certainly doesn't suit the way they are singing it. Im, I mean right now I dont have the words to explain what I really want to say. I cant say that the video has offended me, Im offended in some sense for how it is being portrayed, I know for those girls it is the culture and the society they are brought up in. As how much it is My Pakistan It's Their as well, but how they are meant to portray it's image means alot. Im still out of words and will just put up the video, and for most of the people out there it wont matter that much but it did matter something to me.
Shab-e-Mairaj (27th of Rajab)
8:44 PM
It is the day when our Prophet Muhammad (S.A.W.W) went on this Miraculous journey through time and space. Saw with His eyes what can never be seen. The events that were taking place, saw people who were bearing the fruits of what they had sown. Our Prophet( S.A.W.W) saw what will be the end of everything, witnessed the most beautiful thing created by Allah known as the Jannah, the fruits and the gifts that will be the eternal property of the one's who have lived their lives with truth and dignity.
The Martabaat they will be bestowed with cannot be imagined, and cannot be compared with the deeds of this world. Saddening to know as much as our Prophet (S.A.W.W) saw the fruits of Jannah, HE also had to witness Jahannum, the place where the punishments cannot be even imagined of. How hard it would have felt to Him when He saw what would happen to those who will end up in Jahannum, for His love of Mankind he surely would have wished to save them all. That was it when he told the people of the world once he returned from Mairaj, about all what he saw both in Jannah and Jahannum. He told about the beauties that lie in Jannah, and about the people who will reside in it. On the other hand he clearly stated the position of the people whom He saw with his own eyes of what they were going through. He defined their state and the cause for which they ended up in Jahannum. It was hard at that time for people to believe as most of the sins didnt even exist at their time. But now a days everything that is cynical is right. And what is right is looked up as a SIN these days, thats the main reason that Now doing right is 80 times harder than doing wrong. You will find zillions of supporters for doing wrong and only 2-3 for doing right.
We have to stay on the path of the right if for sure we dont want to end up in those who were seen in Jahannum and certainly the women :s as thats the part that certainly freaks me out :(. InshAllah Allah always keeps us in His shelter and showers us with His blessings Ameen sum Ameen.
The Martabaat they will be bestowed with cannot be imagined, and cannot be compared with the deeds of this world. Saddening to know as much as our Prophet (S.A.W.W) saw the fruits of Jannah, HE also had to witness Jahannum, the place where the punishments cannot be even imagined of. How hard it would have felt to Him when He saw what would happen to those who will end up in Jahannum, for His love of Mankind he surely would have wished to save them all. That was it when he told the people of the world once he returned from Mairaj, about all what he saw both in Jannah and Jahannum. He told about the beauties that lie in Jannah, and about the people who will reside in it. On the other hand he clearly stated the position of the people whom He saw with his own eyes of what they were going through. He defined their state and the cause for which they ended up in Jahannum. It was hard at that time for people to believe as most of the sins didnt even exist at their time. But now a days everything that is cynical is right. And what is right is looked up as a SIN these days, thats the main reason that Now doing right is 80 times harder than doing wrong. You will find zillions of supporters for doing wrong and only 2-3 for doing right.
We have to stay on the path of the right if for sure we dont want to end up in those who were seen in Jahannum and certainly the women :s as thats the part that certainly freaks me out :(. InshAllah Allah always keeps us in His shelter and showers us with His blessings Ameen sum Ameen.
Beauty of a GIRL / WOMAN
12:42 AM
Was just wondering bout a few things, and was analyzing myself what could be the one possible attribute in a woman that makes her beautiful. A list of thousand points arouse in my mind. Sometimes thinking selfish of how hard this world is I justified that a girl's / woman's beauty is just what you can see means the outer beauty. Than the orthodox ideal struck in my head that all our mothers' keep telling us. No matter how beautiful you get the real beauty is the inner beauty. But still the generations old experience didn't satisfy me.
I mocked up a number of situations that a girl/woman usually goes through. Than characterized each attribute accordingly in that situation. Summed up the possible results and found out a few things that results in an eternal beauty for a woman. Out of which the most genuine and the most charming asset I feel a woman/girl possess is possibly her SINCERITY. Her sincerity towards her Parents. Her faith in her parents, and in return the faith of her Parents in HER. A woman's sincerity in Her Husband has no match with any other asset of her character. No matter she seems as pretty as Miss World, as smart as your neighbor's wife :P and etc etc, but if a Husband finds out that the one woman that he calls HIS is not actually HIS he forgets about every other asset in a woman. But if the only quality that a woman holds is her sincerity towards her husband than this is the knot that keeps both of them tied up for real long and real long means REAL LONG!After this whole scenario passing by my eyes, my analysis than took a turn towards the Strength of a Man (not the beauty coz that didn't make any sense to me :P ). And after going through all of the above stated points I analyzed that the Strength of a Man lies in having such a Woman, and than caring and respecting her thoughts and values. If a Man doesn't look after such a Woman than I must say he is indeed making a fool out of himself. Whatever he is trying to find out in a smart, sexy, bold and outrageous woman can also be found in his Wife, if Only he could see her through the eyes from which he sees the other.
Every other person has his/her own views. The ones above are entirely through my own analysis and experience those who don't agree with it, I can only say that Your right in your way and so M I!
Changing Tunes
5:07 PM
Was browsing the channels when the new episode of Coke Studio passed by, it was Atif's turn I suppose coz he was giving his interview. The way the whole theme of Nusrat Fateh Ali's song being changed seemed interesting. The entrance of a high pitched chorus seems hard to grab at first but its sort of complimenting it all. Seemingly how a slight change in the tune can change so much from the previous version. The feel, the ambiance, the touch and everything. Alryt wont say much apart from that I enjoyed listening to this Changing Tune hope you guys enjoy it too.. Or should I say you would have coz you can easily catch up with these episodes on every other channel or directly on their official site. I really admire the efforts being made by Coke Studio they are indeed producing something productive out of these sessions that will be remembered for LONG :)
Buying a New Mobile
4:06 PM
Yes buying a new mobile can be a really big task, specially in this era when always a new mobile is an old mobile the other day *sigh*. The demands of the growing technology is driving me nuts because for the past 2 months I couldn't finalize the ONE mobile that apparently Ill be keeping for the next 2-3 years :S But that isn't sure either after what happened to my previous mobiles(one got broke and the other got stolen)
Kheir my list started off from Nokia E71(for my long love of having a Communicator). But then I have realized that all Nokia's are the same @_@ Yes indeed they have different bodies but internally they are all the same except for 2-3 models. Left E71 coz it came out a weeeeee bit out off my pocket. Then came along Samsung G400. Stylish fold mobile with a touch screen on the outer side for a few functions. And the same tragedy of budgeting struck with this mobile (Gosh Im feeling so poor :P ). Then came the newly released Samsung Star the one like Iphone. Its a good mobile I must say but still a lil less than IPhone but as compared to the prices and the features given along I suppose Star would be the best ;). But I couldnt get that one either *sigh* as my sister got that, that too coz she is getting married so she has a better opportunity to get things this way :P and heck I had just bought a new DSLR and yet m crying over a mobile. I can be such a whiner :P So obviously I had a cut in my budget because of that, so on the day on which I was supposed to buy a mobile I went blank to the shops :S Yeah sounds weird when the shopkeepers ask you for the model and your like "Kuch bhe dekha do" coz this act of yours surely disgusts them. Everyone knows how busy the mobile shop owners are and when they get stupid customers like me they want to burn their own shops :P hahahahahahah.
Kheir my list started off from Nokia E71(for my long love of having a Communicator). But then I have realized that all Nokia's are the same @_@ Yes indeed they have different bodies but internally they are all the same except for 2-3 models. Left E71 coz it came out a weeeeee bit out off my pocket. Then came along Samsung G400. Stylish fold mobile with a touch screen on the outer side for a few functions. And the same tragedy of budgeting struck with this mobile (Gosh Im feeling so poor :P ). Then came the newly released Samsung Star the one like Iphone. Its a good mobile I must say but still a lil less than IPhone but as compared to the prices and the features given along I suppose Star would be the best ;). But I couldnt get that one either *sigh* as my sister got that, that too coz she is getting married so she has a better opportunity to get things this way :P and heck I had just bought a new DSLR and yet m crying over a mobile. I can be such a whiner :P So obviously I had a cut in my budget because of that, so on the day on which I was supposed to buy a mobile I went blank to the shops :S Yeah sounds weird when the shopkeepers ask you for the model and your like "Kuch bhe dekha do" coz this act of yours surely disgusts them. Everyone knows how busy the mobile shop owners are and when they get stupid customers like me they want to burn their own shops :P hahahahahahah.
Okie apart from that looking around a dozen shops asking for models their prizes their features I got to know A Man's hunger for technology can never be satisfied. WHY? coz I wanted a mobile that should be CHEAP, has to be LATEST, with CAM greater than 3MP, must have an FM Radio, WiFi, and bla bla and the person who was serving had no other option but to give me blank looks as if he couldn't hear me :P. After a reckless effort of more than an hour I ended up buying Nokia's 7510 Supernova. M happy coz its a fold mobile (I always wished to have one :P). Features are ok good for a mobile that comes in my range. 2MP camera, Strikey front screen, Great colours, a heavy body :P, and what yeah FM Radio, Music Player( its an express music actually). The other tragedy sort of that happened with me on the shop was they couldnt find the set in Red Color (my fav color). Stupid jerks no wonder why they keep them for selling things. Possessing no Customer Care :P. But on my family's great pressure I finally had to buy this one in Zinc Green Color :( I was happy and sad both at the same time. Happy for u all know why and Sad as after so much of checking and tiring effort I could'nt get the mobile in Red Color :(.
With a tiny heart in my hand I got back home thinking positive that this surely wouldn't be my last phone on Earth and I would be getting enough chances to buy a new one in Red sometime soon. But what I didnt know was Allah would grant me my wish veryyy soon :D. As I got back home and started to unpack the box I felt the upper leaflet a bit heavier than it should have been. Upon inspecting it I found something I was wishing to have :D The box came with an extra cover and that too a RED one YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! :D. It could have been purple, blue or brown as it comes in these ranges but it was REDDD!!. I wanted to cry like a drama queen but my cry tanks are usually empty or not full :P This particular thing made me realize of how a person like me can be so un-greatful at times :(
Apart from this another unusual thing made me think twice before I ask for something that I already have but Im not satisfied with it. I was going through some old stuff of mine. I have to pack all of my stuff now and have to think which particular thing should be taken away and which has to stay back. I had loads and loads of course books that were of no particular use for me anymore. As with the growing advancements you can find everything according to your requirements over the internet. SO I didnt know what to do with all of those books. I really didnt want to throw them away, and If I asked them in exchange of money then ofcourse nobody would buy them. So I decided its better to give them away for FREE, as selling them would certainly not increase anything in my bank balance. The day I placed the ad. I got a dozen calls everyone asking for the books and trying to sort of book them for themselves but I couldnt book them for any particular person as they were for free, the one who comes first will get them all. The day before I got a call from a Man (most certainly a Filipino coz of his english accent as they have a unique way to speak in english ). He was living or God knows working somewhere near my area, when he asked me for my location he got happy and started thanking Lord of how LUCKY he was. I was amazed of how certain person thinks towards something. For me those books were helpful at the time when I really needed them and may be now was the time that this person needed those book even more than I did at that time.. He came to my place the other day and couldnt stop thanking me for those books. I felt kind of ashamed coz I wasn't the one to be thanked :S. But I felt pretty happy because instead of abandoning those books in some refuse room I decided to give them away. And most probably they will be coming handy to that man at this moment :D.
Ok so I guess this should be an end to such a lengthy post after quite sometime :). Uploading some pictures of my mobile hope U like it ;)
till then Adios Amigos :P
With a tiny heart in my hand I got back home thinking positive that this surely wouldn't be my last phone on Earth and I would be getting enough chances to buy a new one in Red sometime soon. But what I didnt know was Allah would grant me my wish veryyy soon :D. As I got back home and started to unpack the box I felt the upper leaflet a bit heavier than it should have been. Upon inspecting it I found something I was wishing to have :D The box came with an extra cover and that too a RED one YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! :D. It could have been purple, blue or brown as it comes in these ranges but it was REDDD!!. I wanted to cry like a drama queen but my cry tanks are usually empty or not full :P This particular thing made me realize of how a person like me can be so un-greatful at times :(
Apart from this another unusual thing made me think twice before I ask for something that I already have but Im not satisfied with it. I was going through some old stuff of mine. I have to pack all of my stuff now and have to think which particular thing should be taken away and which has to stay back. I had loads and loads of course books that were of no particular use for me anymore. As with the growing advancements you can find everything according to your requirements over the internet. SO I didnt know what to do with all of those books. I really didnt want to throw them away, and If I asked them in exchange of money then ofcourse nobody would buy them. So I decided its better to give them away for FREE, as selling them would certainly not increase anything in my bank balance. The day I placed the ad. I got a dozen calls everyone asking for the books and trying to sort of book them for themselves but I couldnt book them for any particular person as they were for free, the one who comes first will get them all. The day before I got a call from a Man (most certainly a Filipino coz of his english accent as they have a unique way to speak in english ). He was living or God knows working somewhere near my area, when he asked me for my location he got happy and started thanking Lord of how LUCKY he was. I was amazed of how certain person thinks towards something. For me those books were helpful at the time when I really needed them and may be now was the time that this person needed those book even more than I did at that time.. He came to my place the other day and couldnt stop thanking me for those books. I felt kind of ashamed coz I wasn't the one to be thanked :S. But I felt pretty happy because instead of abandoning those books in some refuse room I decided to give them away. And most probably they will be coming handy to that man at this moment :D.
Ok so I guess this should be an end to such a lengthy post after quite sometime :). Uploading some pictures of my mobile hope U like it ;)
till then Adios Amigos :P
Baby Joys >D
2:26 AM
These photogrpahy sessions can be so exciting and so hectic at times when it comes to babies :P Babies are cool when they are sleep but once they manage to open their tiny eyes and get ready to make those lips move and give you those warning signals that the crying session is soon to begin that is the moment when u feel enough with the shots lets get this baby to sleep again :P (still need more shots ;) )
Babies are so cute WHEN THEY ARE ASLEEP ofcourse :P
Loved this angle kinda like a Peek a Boo sorta angle :P
Babies have the most interesting features all over their body :D
More Kid pictures will come along the next post. Till then hope u guys enjoy this one :)
Upload
1:40 AM
Ok m just practicing this new thingy that I have got just a few days ago. I dont have any professional training for photography and neither do I claim to be a PRO :P m just another person who has bought a cam and is now experimenting on some stuff. As my Manoo Bee is the only model of whom I can publically post pics tu you guys have to bear with her for the time being ;)
Will look forward to some good advices and again mind you am a bit soft-hearted so if incase ur thinking to say something hard think before u do 
lols :P
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